Friday, October 20, 2006

Hindsight Confirmed

Turns out the random IMs i've had are from a woman i know of (she's in the l/s - but that isn't it!) not from the polylist she'd mentioned and not from her religious leanings. As it turns out, her primary is a very dear and long-term friend of mine and she wanted to get to know me.

Note: It's not mine to own if she feels curious at my mere existence. By being honest and open with me and by letting her know me, i can only hope that what she seeks is satisfied.

Guess she didn't know how to do this and for that i am uncomfortable and sorry for her. Guess my openness is just so deep within my skin that i cannot see NOT being honest with someone i want to know. In my own hindsight, it was a good lesson.

For me: Trust my red flags! W! is right again! LoL

It was, in part, my lesson to teach her too. Being manipulative and deceptive isn't going to be a successful tool to get you to a point of honesty or openness. It just doesn't work that way. Ya want it... Ya gotta be it!

It is my sincere hope that i have learned and taught well.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Well, the link is up and running. :)

As for this person. I'm sure you've got your head on straight and can handle it. I remember my own experiences in the Wiccan ways and when someone asked me which trad. I followed, I didn't have an answer either. I was young... I still couldn't tell you though which trad. I was following per se, though I knew I was not following Alexandrian. I've not done a thing with Wicca/pagan traditions in years. Can't deny missing it on occasion (and yes, still have my wands/cards/stones).
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(ps, I am not "~V" who commented on a previous post, just to be clear)