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In a past post i wrote a tirade about a 'situation' i was working my way through. Here is some of what has just now developed...

It was not communicated clearly what the existing priority was, nor was i in a position to resolve the missing information or how i felt about it.
i replaced troubled, unsatisfied reactions with painful frustration, 'walls' and hurt feelings.
Things that were thought to have been communicated never were, or were not heard for what they were thought to have been.
Feelings that were never intended to be hurt - were.
Meanings got lost in words.

On the other hand...
Some realities have become clearer and honest lines of communication are being created.
my eyes remain wide open.
The trust that was budding has been shaken, not loose, but needs reinforcement.
Pertinent from another post... i will not hang on for fear of loss.
i am without and do not need the abyss of addiction.
i will do what is right for me and the rest of my life regardless of my own hurt.
There is hurt and there is harm. i can handle, learn and grow from hurt. Do no harm.

An added "me quote" 1/1/07: i want to trust that you intend me no harm; but intent isn't the primary factor in securing the result.