Didn't sleep last night. Maybe an hour or so, but nothing that helped.
Feeling ill, headache, nausea. Conflicted. Hamstering. Heartstrings in all directions.

i need information to help me out of this. Too much in which i have no confidence.

It's hard for me to say this, but... i need support. i need bolstering. i need clarity.

i need to vent.