Chronology of an arguement

i had to get this out of my phone. Don't want to carry this around with me. i also didn't want to lose the words we typed. SO many words used for hurt, accusation, misleading, threat... They're still making me ill.


7:46pm
Bored fucking senseless.

*You call three times in 15min while we were in a movie. Once I didn’t look and silenced it. Once I opened and closed the phone, saw it was you, and responded with text. The third time (while I was texting you) you left a message for me. Your voicemail: (@ 8:59pm) “Why am I doing this? I’ve called you 3 times and you answered one of them. And when you answered it cut off. You said to call any time, but when I do you’re never FUCKING THERE!”

8:57pm
In a movie.

9:00
Whoopdee fucking do.

10:09pm
Ill pick up my wash in the morning.

10:19pm
Please don’t you upset my guest.

10:17pm
Big fucking deal.

10:23pm
So the fact it being there upsets me counts for crap.

10:24pm
Don’t come over. i said please. i'll bring it over in the evening.

10:27pm
Wasn’t my choice for the weekend t and #2 were away.

10:28pm
i can’t be with You if You’re like that. Please don’t do this.

10:32pm
T will be gone again in a couple weeks. AND for our anniv. too.

10:35pm
I guess at least I can make an appointment.

10:38pm
When are you going to the airport?

10:39pm
315ish. Flt @515ish

10:41pm
I will collect it then. Thank you for doing it.

10:44pm
You don’t want to see me?

10:43pm
yes. Will be there in 30 minutes.

10:45pm
? i’m not there and its not done.

10:45pm
So where the hell are you?

10:46pm
Out to eat

10:47pm
@ this time? Where’s #1?

10:49pm
with me.

10:50pm
I will collect my washing tomorrow. I really appreciate everything you’ve done for me.

10:54pm
You leaving me?

10:56pm
Goodbye?

11:08pm
Should i leave the collar on the table?

11:09pm
The only collars I gave you are here.

11:12pm
So this is nothing? Thx for telling me.

11:13pm
What’s nothing? Your collars are here. You mean the necklace?

11:14pm
Yes.

11:15pm
I didn’t know you had it on.

11:17pm
Only since you put it on. Guess i was wrong.

11:18pm
I didn’t know you thought if it as such.

11:19pm
It being your collar?

11:20pm
ive been wrong before.

11:20pm
As have I.

11:27pm
I hope that you leave it where it is.

11:30pm
Why?

11:29pm
It belongs there.

11:34pm
It means nothing to you though.

11:35pm
Of course it does. But you didn’t always wear the other one.

11:40pm
Youre kidding right? i took it off once in almost 3 years. If that’s too often for you then i'm not the woman you want.

11:53pm
Yes. You are.

11:56pm
I don’t understand you.

11:57pm
Nor I you at times.

12am
So what do we do?

12am
Accept we aren’t perfect.

12:01am
So far from it.

12:01am
Goodnight

12:02am
Not yet. Are you leaving me? Cuz i need to know.

12:02am
No. unless you give me a reason.

12:04am
Ive given you plenty.

12:05am
You’ve been unfaithful?

12:11am
Lol you have to ask? I have been nothing but amazing and honest with you. Can you say the same?

12:08am
You gave me reason to be upset. That’s all.

12:11am
Pales in comparison. You want to be done w me? Fine.

12:12am
No I don’t!

12:15am
Don’t bother. leave if you want. i wont hold you where you don’t want to be.

12:15am
I want you need you and love you.

12:18am
You got a helluva way of showing it.