Change

Doors Closing
Doors Opening
Doors Closing
Doors i'm Opening
i am safe, it's only change
i am safe, it's only change

i should first say that after some consideration and generous input, for which i am grateful, this blog is now "public". In the scheme of things, it should make no difference.

Ah, change. Imminent and inevitable.

i have been dealing with my chosen changes in path more during this past week or two. Doing it in smaller bits with random bursts of major "tackleage" has been an enlightening experience, and in many ways has highlighted a few ways in which i am richer that i ever thought, as well as seeing that i was deficient in realizing how little i trusted the Universe to see me through this. So wrong.

The D/s community from which i feared alienation has embraced me. my closest friends literally threw arms around me when i came out of my brief but intense seclusion. It began with one very dear friend and blossomed... "Social me" got let out to frolic!

The swell of out-reach and belonging i have felt from my religous community has only one explanation - the Universe has heard my plea and responded. i asked for support and connections that knew none of my history, just a welcoming love. Needed it. Got it! i have been randomly invited to more than one event or happening, allowed myself to risk going, and revelled in each one of them.

Yay me! And thank you, Universe! i am most appreciative for the kick in the pants and the warmth with which i have been welcomed and assured... it's only change.

i am safe, i am strong, i am loved.