Insight?

i know that i am responsible for what i draw to myself, find deep within myself, but i choose to think that there is some Divine nature to the positive energies i am raising lately. Perhaps it's just my own personal nature to be a little disparaging of my own abilities that makes me find an external Divine in this happiness? Not me... too easy.

To use this "I-Thou" reasoning is human nature (a flaw to which i must conceed); to see sacred energy as being separate from human ability, something with which you need to dialogue. Oddly enough, i don't entirely agree with Martin Buber on this one. i believe that i harbor within me, the ability to reflect and resonate with the Divine as part of me. i don't dialogue with it. It's a part of me.

i have an internal I-Thou, as well as an external "I-It" that allows me to grow through experience and observation. Even then, my most profound I-It experiences have been from Nature. Which is essentially External Divinity.

Feel like i'm more like an integrated: "I AM"